Tonight Lyrics

I wrote this in memory of the people i've lost, such as my dad, gran, brother etc. And I hope it makes you think of the people who you've lost.

(V)
I know I aint done you proud but im trying my best
I know in this life it seems like im blessed
But you dont know the stress inside this chest
Or the feelings I hold man im so depressed
Im trying to be strong but im pushin the wall
Theres no one round to catch me when I fall
Doing what you told me ima hold my head up tall
But when times get hard who do I call
Who do I talk to when the nights get lonely

And my mind skits when I think if only
You were here today would things be different
Would I smile the same would I feel the torment
Would we be happy would things feel the same
Would I still be the one who holds all the blame

(H)
If I could have just one more night
I know things would be alright
No more worries no more fights
It would be just me and you tonight

(V)
When I think of you my eyes begin to tear
Not being able to see you is a fact I cant bare
And I look at your picture man this is so unfair
So I close my eyes and say a lil prayer
I know your close and that your never really gone
But when you died I just wanted to run
And never look back the pain was too much
Reaching out my hand but theres nothin to touch
You were the one I looked on and admired
To be like you someday I really aspired
You taught me things I never would have known
And because of you my heart has grown
I owe you so much how can I repay the debt
All the things you were I'll never forget

(H)
If I could have just one more night
I know things would be alright
No more worries no more fights
It would be just me and you tonight

(V)
Remembering all the times we spent together
Laughing and crying what ever the weather
The comfort we had coz we made it through
Back then I couldnt imagen me without you
But now I have to I dont have a choice
Every single day I wish I could hear your voice
Calling my name and laughing out loud
Man I just wish I could tell you im so proud
Proud to say I knew you I hold you dear
No matter where you are, how far or near
Your in my heart and thats a special space
Because no one could ever take your place
As time goes on through all of the days
Just know i'll be remembering you always

(H)
If I could have just one more night
I know things would be alright
No more worries no more fights
It would be just me and you tonight

Leanne x